How Long Will I Live After Brain Anerism

The ultimate number

27: I want you to finally ask what happens if a writer wants to start again. Trials are lacking, studies on this sensitive issue. What kind of problems has to deal with the writer who want to start? I can think of one, so the first boat, have to forget how much fascinated some of the things he has written to throughout his career. But it is wiping the slate clean and become a writer who begins again, no room for sentimentality. What other issues must be addressed? For technical problems with, no doubt. But also with his own myth as a writer and his own place. I told him in New York with Sergio Chejfec that sometimes raised me to start again and dreamed that I was in the impossible starting point. He gave me advice, I said it was not so impossible to attain that point, suddenly one day bury my own myth as a writer. Maybe just type as another, do it with a pseudonym. Nothing soothes as much as a mask. In my case, it would be a mask on the mask that I wear now. Is it an impossible Utopia change of identity as a writer? Is likely to be a utopia, but only arise and that change can make them move a lot, can be productive, because in fact it is a feeling that you can distance yourself a little to allow the same mechanisms that have developed and many sometimes automate how to design books. Construction on this blog web page HALP has been an experience that has opened up new spaces in my mind. I learned to write in a different way a book you had written. I consider it a step further for my project one day start again. Now is the time of silence. And time to seek the new mask. This page, meanwhile, is already reaching the number 27 ever built. I knew that would not be able to finish, but the strangest thing is that I have the feeling of not having even begun. As stated in Tristram Shandy, we went as fast as possible, and yet we were not born yet. The page is here to stay suspended in the number 27. I have learned to modify some technical applications and have expanded horizons. Now I miss that street in which change myself into another. I'll follow the advice given me by telephone yesterday: "If you are
vender tu alma al diablo, ve por esa calle y pregunta en el segundo piso de la casa donde los perros. Allí te permitirán sacar chispas cuando frotes dos piedras, y verás que hay otra luna que brilla desde otra parte.

Enrique Vila-Matas,
blog de Historia abreviada de la literatura portátil .